best friendless...:(

i have come upon some rather depressing news. I ,benjamin betscher, am best-friendless. and why is that you may ask? because i apparently am a bad friend. im a bad friend for telling him that his girlfriend is a liar and that she doesn't love him. i'm a bad friend for caring about him and being there when he calls. im a bad friend for telling him that i care and that she doesn't. im a bad friend for being there for him to fall back on. who would honestly choose their "girlfriend" over their best friends who know him very well? their girlfriend who would be bright and shining only a few hours after the breakup. their girlfriend who would be txting another guy and telling him that shes single. the kind of guy who is naive would do this. someone blinded by love. someone who wanted everything to be easy.
I wish that i would've found out this news by the person who said it. not his messenger. i wish that i weren't being ignored. that i weren't being treated this way. that i weren't feeling this way.
i hate him. i wish that i had never met him. but i care. i care about the way he feels. i care about this friendship and the good times we've had. i care enough to keep this going. to not always have the feeling of, "I want to give up." i love him and i don't want it to be over. i love him but i hate him. and now its ending. and what can i do? say goodbye, watch him fall apart, and turn around when he comes crawling back.