Lie

I feel like a lie.
Like one of those deep, intellectual lies that are swept underneath the rug.
I feel like its not my fault. Like it's someone elses fault that I'm like this.
I feel like a failure.
Like i'll never amount to any good especially when it comes to the predominance in rural, knox county ohio.
I feel like i'm not going to be saved.
That it'll never stop.
I'll keep moving on only to be stopped in my tracks by this lie of lies, this hate of hate in my heart.
Deep hate.
I feel alone.
Im alone in this world of hey you's and everpopular telephone converstations.
Notice me please.
Help me please.
Save me. Please.